I hated you for not being there
I hated you for acting like you care
I hated you for going to that place
I hated you for lying to my face
I hated you for leaving me that night
I hated you for always being right
I hated you for leaving me by myself
I hated you for not thinking of yourself
I hated you for not giving me a ride
I hated you even after you died.
But mostly I hated the way I didn't hate you.
I loved you for waiting for me
I loved you for taking me to the sea
I loved you for telling me what’s right
I loved you for kissing me that night
I loved you for telling me to stay
I loved you for leaving me in the hay
I loved you for what you’ve shown
I loved you for leaving me alone
I loved you even though I cried
I loved you even after you died
But mostly I loved the way I didn't hate you.
I hated you for acting like you care
I hated you for going to that place
I hated you for lying to my face
I hated you for leaving me that night
I hated you for always being right
I hated you for leaving me by myself
I hated you for not thinking of yourself
I hated you for not giving me a ride
I hated you even after you died.
But mostly I hated the way I didn't hate you.
I loved you for waiting for me
I loved you for taking me to the sea
I loved you for telling me what’s right
I loved you for kissing me that night
I loved you for telling me to stay
I loved you for leaving me in the hay
I loved you for what you’ve shown
I loved you for leaving me alone
I loved you even though I cried
I loved you even after you died
But mostly I loved the way I didn't hate you.