regrets of april

I'm gonna step back here, and say to you
all the things, i should have said that day.
I knew exactly what would happen,
if i drove down there, I Knew one look, and i'd be in.
But never for a minute did I think,
think i'd lose you.


Now i'm standing here in the snow, and the ice it grows colder, my breath rises out as I call your name.
You were kind, and dear, something sweet and oddly weird
and I knew that I had the best thing.
And still I drove away.


Could have left when i got there, didn't have to hug him,
could have walked back out the apartment door
and left him there instead.
I should have looked at my ring, should have remember those things,
should have did every thing to be faithfully yours but I..

i'm standing in the snow, and the ice it grows colder, my breath rises as i call out your name,You were kind, and dear, something sweet and oddly weird
and I knew that I had the best thing.
And still I drove away.


Now don't get me wrong, I say I knew all along just how my heart would beat near him.. and I heard everything and I knew every pain, and still.. I laid with him.
With your ring on my hand, and his last name still mine.. i tore my self apart just for one last try.
So now..


i'm standing in the snow, and the ice it grows colder, my breath rises as i call out your name,You were kind, and dear, something sweet and oddly weird
and I knew that I had the best thing.
And still I drove away.

You went to him, he was safe, mayb not right, but save. You drove away.Back into an addiction. You chose the drug.