by SinsOfEli Sat Nov 13, 2010 6:49 pmMy violence, it decays every day,
seeing as all that's left of me
will stay.
You look at me with eyes,
and seem to see right through this mind of mine,
you know me in and out.
It's how you hurt me..
it's how you know what buttons to push.
How you know exactly what to do,
when all the things i've said,
have never broken through.
I've been here long enough to see everything,
everything I ever needed to see.
And you, you come in and out of my life so many times,
i won't even deny, I love you..
But I don't need you.
Thats what I say..
But when I say go, don't go,
when i push, please push back,
don't let me run away from this.
When I move, move with me,
when I scream, scream at me
let me know you won't budge if i shove.
My Anger is failing me..
It's leaving me on currents to the sea,
and Everything I ever said I didn't need,
God You know I need..
So please, when I say Leave..
Please don't leave.
K Eli S
