Roleplay For drew!

"True" I say softly as I lean in to her lips and kiss them softly.

"Nope you're right" I say softly against her lips.

Want to skip til morning?

I listened to her but frowned "shouldn't I be there"? I ask as I look at her. I nodded and wanted her to come after school but also figured there will be a lot of stuff going on Saturday so I didn't have to go tomorrow.

I thought it was kinda rude that they didn't wait until I was better to have any kind of service. "It's fine" I say with a loud sigh as I look away from her.

I shake my head "no but enjoy it" I say with a sigh. I smile at her as I slowly close and lock the door.

I felt her stop the door as I closed it and sighed "no" I say. I felt left out from everything, it felt like no one cared about me and all they cared about was Matt' crash.

I shook my head "nothing is wrong" I say softly. I looked at her then down at the ground as she held the door open. I knew she was going to make me tell her what was wrong, but I didn't want to.

I moved aside as she walked back in the house and closed the door behind her. I felt her cool soft hand touch my cheek and I looked into her eyes also "it's nothing, I'm fine" I say softly.

"Fine don't tell me, whatever" I say shaking my head and turning my back to drew. "I'll be knocking on that door at 10 tomorrow morning if you feel up to going to the memorial then answer that door. If not then don't answer it and I will understand." I say quietly closing my eyes, with my back to him. "If you need to call me for anything, your parents have my cell number so ask them for it." I say turning my head and kissing drew on the cheek before walking out of the house and closing the door behind me. Walking to my car and getting in as I make my way towards my house.

OOC: We can skip to morning now if you want.

Ok

BIC: I slept in until 9:30 and figured I wasn't going to go to the service. I knew we were having a thing on Saturday for me so I thought I would see everyone there instead.

I woke up to my alarm going off about quater after 9. I didn't really remember much after I left drew's house. All I really remember is driving home, running straight up to my room without talking to anyone and falling onto my bed. Crying myself to sleep, I felt upset last night that drew didn't trust me to tell me what was wrong. I thought that we were doing good after the talk we had in his room and then what happened before I left made me rethink it all. I grundgily get out of my warm bed and walk to the bathroom, getting ready for the memorial. Emma, some of our girl friends, the girls from the dance team and I thought that we should all wear black dresses. We thought that would be a good sign for matt and his memory. So I got dressed and put my hair in a messy bun. Slipping in my black head band that had this black tulle piece that came over the eyes and putting my jewelry on. Before grabbing my black purse and slipping my black heels on. As I made my way out of the house and driving towards drew's.

Dress: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=43675528

I lazily got up and got out of bed as I immediatly started feeling pain throughout my body. I had a feeling that today was going to suck but I had to get through it one way or another. I walked downstairs and fixed me a bowl of cereal and ate it while watching tv.

So how about today at school you either pass around invites to the park tomorrow or just tell people about it? Oh and I thought once it gets dark tomorrow we could all walk over to the school field and have a candlelight vigil.

I pulled up into drew's drive at 10 sharp and got out of the car as I make my way up to the door. Knocking on the door as I waited to see if he would answer it or not.

OOC: Emma was taking care of the park reunion for me don't you remember my post earlier in the rp around the time you played ryan and was giving me a hard tim?

Oh ok, I don't remember but it's all good

bic: I heard a knock on the door and figured it was her. I didn't feel like going today so I just finished eating and washed my bowl out in the sink. I sat down on the couch as the pain becam unbearable.

I took some of my pain pills and they started making me drousy. I turned off the tv and went upstairs to my room and layed down on my bed. I quickly fell asleep and slept for a good couple hours.