Truth Behind Some Smiles

I laugh I smile its all a show sometimes
It's a safety net, or keeps me sane
Inside I'm broken, crushed, destroyed
Long before as a little kid
Oh happy cool crazy me
They say Im always happy
little do they know truth
its keeps me sane, keeps me from falling deeper
I let it be when it happes for I know how deep I can go
Don't be fooled by a smile.
Sometimes it's just another mask.

That mask can hurt others, sometimes, you know...

I love you. I always will.

But it's a necessity for me to even survive in the place I live.

i know what you mean, cuz. masks are painful sometimes but still necessary at the same time...

Alcapon wrote:But it's a necessity for me to even survive in the place I live.

Then do it around them. It fucking kills me to see it.

It's the only way I know.